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Abortion,
My mother had an abortion. The baby was not conceived of rape, or incest. She had consensual sex with my father before the conception of my oldest brother. That child would have been my mother’s 1st child. This should have came to her as a blessing for she was predicted by a medical professional before she was pregnant that she would never be able to have the joy of childbirth. I believe she was 17 years old when she became pregnant with the aborted baby. The reason for her abortion is rather odd. The reason was not derived from poverty or she would have aborted us all, the reason was not her age my oldest brother was born less than a year later. The reason for her abortion was that she read the lines on her hands, and that predicted how many kids she could have and when. My father was not part of the discussion about, either turning my oldest sibling into a red chunky smoothie, or having a doctor dislimb with tweezers objects (then assembles the limbs like a puzzle to make sure they got IT all), or pulling the baby halfway out of my mother then shoving a tube in its head to suck ITS brain out, no my father had no say in this action. I find almost everything about abortion vile, and disgusting. I don’t believe abortion should be carried out unless under severe circumstances. However I don’t believe I have any divine presence that tells me that I have the solution to this answer. I do not believe there should be laws restricting this monstrosity. As stated previously I believe the actions of making laws should be regional, the smaller region the less people fascist hurt by the outcome of the laws that are in place. States for the most part are very large, but I believe that the states controlling the abortion’s rights is still way better then the federal government stomping its enormous foot down and saying that abortion is ultimately right for everyone everywhere. I for one would be more at ease knowing the state that I lived in did not allow such act, again I make no claim as to knowing when life begins but I am not an advocate of this. I know that not ever circumstance is as odd as my mothers, but I know people need to understand cause and effect. (Rest of abortion pretty ranty) I have heard that no one is pro-abortion, that no one likes that abortions happen, if this were true then why do so many have unprotected sex(hopefully everyone knows that incest and rape abortion accounts for less than 10 percent of abortions). If they are ignorant of the fact that, the action of unprotected sex often leads to pregnancy shouldn’t the mega behemoth government do more to educate them on that subject, and by this I do by no means mean just hand more money over to the people who are teaching them about sex now. I believe (make no claim that it is right) we need to find the best way to teach the people who are most susceptible to have abortion, of the consequences of it. I suggest this over the alternative, have all the unprotected sex you want, and if you have an unwanted pregnancy just abort (kill, maybe?) it.
Socialism in the United States from a child observer
As suggested in the previous topic I come from a very poor family. My family has repeatedly turned to the government for help, and the government has always been there to answer the request. At what expense though? My grandfather worked for a coal mine in Alabama when he was a kid, the specific age I do not know. For the coal mine he told me that was the longest job he ever had which didn’t last very long. He was a pretty much a drifter, a hitchhiker, he traveled the whole United States in his day (or so he says), but was never able to hold a steady job, for the simple fact that he never wanted to stay in one place long. Ultimately he did in Illinois, Peoria around the late 70’s, even though he was unable to hold a job. From here to the late 80’s I don’t know much about his life. Around the late 80’s he married his 3rd wife, who was mentally unstable and collecting money from the government because of her disabilities. Apparently my grandfather saw this, and wanted some of that precious tax payer money. He claimed he was disabled even though he wasn’t and has been collecting tax payer money ever since. My father was on the low class of society to, which was how he meets my mother. My father has never held a job that was ever that good, and never really had the ambition to try. My father dealt drugs and worked horrible jobs, when he didn’t have enough to sell, and he didn’t have work, the good all U.S tax dollars were there to help. As a child in this situation (my mother’s was non to much better than my father’s I assure you) the government money absolutely did help me as a small child. Though I can’t help but contemplate that maybe if the government assistant wasn’t there that maybe my grandfather would I have gotten a good job that was stable for his lifestyle, or that maybe my father wouldn’t have been able to fall back on the government at the time of ‘droughts’ he would have pursued a better career (which my uncle his best friend did who was born in pretty much the same class as he was). I believe that he would have chosen a better career but I do not have anything to compare my experience to. I believe strongly that nobody (sane) is stupid and that my father would have not, with a grateful heart seen his children starve to death, the scenarios I break it down into is either I would have been adopted by a more economically stable family, or my father would have manned up, and became more economically stable which both would have been better than what was experienced by me as a child. I currently use (not abuse) government help, I’m trying to do nothing more than break free from the cycle of poverty which I was born into. At my time at the bottom I have seen no one, no one, no one use the government socialist helps the way it is intended. I have seen multiple families sell food stamps for well under their worth for drugs (the only thing I can say I am proud about my father for his use of socialism is he never did this), I have seen people purposely injure themselves so they could ill use medical cards for their prescription drug needs, I have seen multiple ill use of unemployment. I know that the situations I have seen are not the only situation possible, but during my time at the bottom I have seen many people on these socialist programs, and virtually all with few exceptions have exploited the purpose in which these programs were intended. which brings me to my stance that government help is the worst help to get. I would like to finish my last blog with two quotes that strongly affected the person I am.
"I am for doing good to the poor, but...I think the best way of doing good to the poor, is not making them easy in poverty, but leading or driving them out of it. I observed...that the more public provisions were made for the poor, the less they provided for themselves, and of course became poorer. And, on the contrary, the less was done for them, the more they did for themselves, and became richer."
Ben Franklin
“The scariest words in the English language are I am from the Government and I am here to help”
Ronald Reagan